Tomorrow will be better than today

its midnight and my eyes just staring at the wall opposite no sleep, no dreams, i sit and watch the drama

unfolding before me; like an empty canvas waiting for an artist i wait in anticipation

wondering when and wondering why; i did all i could, so i believe so, what is happening is beyond my grasp

and i can only watch as a mere spectator; a mere spectator in my own life

one moment its all the way up, the next its hanging in balance, the tension is nerve wracking;

patience is all i have and patience is all that i need as i watch the things unfold and let things take shape at its own pace; i waited a long time for this, so what difference it is going to make to wait a little bit more but for how long should i be the villian in my own life; i wish i could answer all the questions running in my mind, i wish i could end all the battles being fought inside, i wish i do not have to wait for long i wish, i hope and i believe (maybe) tomorrow will be better than today :)